Monday, March 21, 2005
I've just finished reading a blog found @ my fren's website. & as soon as finished reading it, i felt a lump in my throat, it touches my heart & i came to an instant to the memories of whom i missed & left before me. the blog was written in malay in Indo language. The author experience dis last 2 years; where a child is born, lived & left. she was his niece, struggling onto tubes,shyringes after syringes right after she was delivered, the following day she passed away.
How delicate & fragile life is till @ one point when ur beloved sum1 gone to the nxt world, den u'll realise how short life could be, how precious he's been to you, how u wish there's no death & life continues as it is & not fearing death shall come to you. Grandpa left me 4yrs back when i thot he'll stay much much longer after being treated in hospital, but he left a few days later in the arms of my mum & the place where he would rather leave peacefully.... his home. i missed the days when he would send & fetch me to & frm school, had sweets in his pockets & surprised me with it wen he return frm his werk as a gardener cum cleaner. sometimes no sweets but never failed to brighten up my day w/sumtin else in his pockets which were the tiny guavas he plucked. how thotful he was... :) he suffered frm a stroke, paraylsed frm his waist dwn & dat didn't stop him frm his duty as a muslim to pray 5 times a day regardless of his condition. dat was sumtink im proud of & really admired his courage. he improved day by day & at 1 pt he managed to walk again w/a stick after many years of trying. I missed those times when he would ask me to pluck his white long eyebrow cos it irritates his eyes, the time when i clipped his hard nails cos its lenghtened, would paid me for every single white hair ive plucked... all these were infact the sweet memories ive had when he's around by my side...
I had dreams of him sitting @ the side of bed smiling dwn @ me... when i tried to start talking it just wouldn't speak up & suddenly i felt breathless; he touched my forehead & im glad i could open my eyes & breathe again, dat was when i realised i almost missed my morning prayers...
Since then im always hoping i could see him again in my dreams but dat seldom happened. A few mths later my closest uncle passed away, he's a helpful man w/a gd heart. he was like a father to me, i was in despair for a moment but came back strong as all this dat had happen, there is a blessing in disguise... May Allah protects them frm the hell fire & always be w/them.. amin
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Have been tinking hard these days on where should be the place for my wedding function to be held, my hse, my sis's or who?? damn, y is this so difficult both houses have the pros & cons.. my aunt hv offered her hse for my function but i guess its better to be held at ur own space, rather than owing somebody a BIG favor & mum strongly disagree w/dat idea. Mum on the other wasn't much of a help, her words infact disheartened me for some reasons & i feel its easy for her to say than done. My house was a rental 2 room flat which consist of 1 rm & a living room which i doubt could occupy the no of guests due to space constraint. my sis's hm on the other hand was @ jurong west which is big enaf but hard to find the location & wasn't dat convenient 4 the guests. & my fiance refused to the idea for the function to be held there.... im really stucked in the middle and confused! but the questions will still be there bugging me till ive got the solution. Any suggestion, do feel free to comment.
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Yesterday I took 1/2 day leave cos going to d&d yeah yeah yeah... really looking forward to dis day actually, dis my third year going to such occasion organised by Borneo motors; recap:last year my fiance won a washing machine for the lucky draw prize... hmmm not bad hah! best sey!
Reached Venue @ 6:30 pm
My stomach was growling... perhaps can't wait for dinner to be served. Upon reaching the entrance to the ballroom was greeted wit 2 gals doing the pole dancing, oh gosh wat the heck man! Of course guests were already hooked on gawking at the sexy dancers w/their skimpy clothes before entering the ballroom. My fiance seemed not kinda interested although im the 1 who showed him wats happenin at d corner(perhaps im there, so better avoid trouble w/me heheh). He merely took a glance and went to collect the door gift instead(well im glad he did or else..
Dinner @ 7:15pm
Finally dinner was served course by course which definitely not my kind of style. Neway should be thankful cos IM HUNGRY... First dish was a combination of food which consist prawns, baby squids, mixture of chicken & apple w/creamy gravy. The taste was fine but wasn't enaf to fillup my stomach. 2nd & 3rd dish was wat they col ayam kampung meaning village chicken & sambal prawn, the chicken taste even better but not the prawns though it sounds yummy,spicy & savoury. Nxt was the sweet & sour garoupa, naaah it sux & stinks too. Yucks! Last two dishes was fried rice, and mixed veggies (like the chap chai kind.. i like) These were infact the best among all. As for the desserts we had blueberry cheesecake...
Dance Idols etc
As the theme was dance idols, they've actually organised a dance competition for the staffs. Highlites: Para para sakura team
Consists of 6 partcipants which are men (in reality) but dressed in women's. Their costumes were those of the japanese gals wore(checkerd mini skirts & stockings) & not forgetting their hairbands. Had a gd laugh seeing them dancing the para para number. They won! amazing!
Lucky draw top prize : Panasonic home theatre + 42' Plasma tv.
Unfortunately we didn'y win any, better luck nxt time i guess! Show ended @ 10:30pm but still people could dance their way till 12 midnyt, we stayed till 11 and watched people dancing like crazy, w/differnt styles & patterns, jumping like monkeys & even i like the ultraman fighting skills... Just imagine dat! Made my way outside & could see couple of ppl lying on the sofas due to them drunked & 1 was dragged out frm the toilet cos he fainted due to the same reason....
Summary: Dis was the nite u had fun & the fun had u!
But not me, dis time round the show was boring unlike the last 2 years...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Went to my sis's house yesterday due to no plans & i guess i miss my nephews & niece so mmuch. used to live under one roof w/them for a few years & when i started to move out, i felt a bit lonely, my hm was rather empty...
Neway, life have to move on & on & on & on...
I really adore my niece which is the only lil princess i had in my family, pamperd her alot & can't help myself buying loads of stuff for her. I've watched her grow day by day & anxious to noe wat she's adapting, learning, her new words, character, facial expression and more. And the most impressive thing about her, she's an independent babe, could do wat her bros could (eg: she loves climbing, just name it!) She's got the attitude of figting over sumtink which belongs to her or sumtink she really wans it, she hv to get it, no matter wat! isn't dat fierce?? but i find it difficult to make her smile when snapping her pics, not even one of her pics i took with her smiling, imagine dat! she seems bigger than her age, but she's real cute. she's only two...
She's a babe who wanted attention at once when she called ur name, ready to listen to wat she's gonna say, & react appropriately to wat she wanted. no matter wat, i knew she loves her lil bro who's gonna be 1 this yr, would gav him a wet kiss on his cheek when he's asleep and wen she feel like it. howeva she's sumhow felt a lil unwanted wen u ignore her callings & would vent her anger on her lil bro to attract ur attention, cried out loud and would luvs a big hug frm u wen she's unhappy. Its isn't a surprise to me as kids like her age do need lots of attention frm ppl ard esp her parents. Now i was told she'll choose wat to wear & would be choosy abt it, well i guess gals will be gals afterall huh....!!
Say no evil! 
Monday, March 07, 2005
Its yet another ordinary monday w/its bluess....
On 1st shift today, w/o weiling who's on leave & xinhui who's on MC! MorNing Ppl : Me alone in frnt, siewching alone at back, GREAT! was counting down the time till 10:30am, cross my fingers & prayed dat aint much difficult, troublesome customer to handle. Things were gooood till a lady came in & as if ive got the whole day for her! "can help me this, can help me dat, dun mind can u..., thanks for ur help" *blah blah blah*. Spent almost 1hr for her to finish up deleting her contacts & transferring back to her NOKIA, can't believe dat a sweet young lady like her didn't noe how to use simple functions like dat, or is she the 'doesn't bother to noe type'?? And one makcik(auntie) is already waiting impatiently for her turn, all i could do is smile & signalled her to wait a little while more.
WaaaaaRrrrghhh!! so stress up! i feel like bursting... cos most of the customers today were those real pain in the ass. x700 customers were the most tough ones! tell u gonna hate panasonic handphones for making my life so miserable, difficult, unpleasant, intolerable, etc etc...
and it seems today ive made alot of mistakes of creating the best denki sets, as well as walk in jobsheet. Its just not my day! And another incident which really makes me sick was dat a customer of mine came to collect his phone & dat he requested to save the phone contacts for him. he checked & realised his phone contacts aren't inside, oh shit! fyi, there's 2 jobshts attached w/ differnt job no, so the newly opened jb sheet was on top of the previous jbsht which was written in BOLD w/marker by me : TO BACKUP PHONEBOOK. Calmly i approached william, the technician assigned for explanation. he said he didnt see wat was written & dat the new jbsht doesn't indicate, william ask eileen. eileen look for viki as she's the one who create the new jbsht. she's like putting the blame on viki, but i tink we're not in the wrong as technicians just need us to create a new jbsht so dat they could draw parts, other than dat its not our problem nemore.. am i right to say this?? cos its not the 1st time, n wat eileen simply say was "oh, its coverd so we can't see wats written on the other jbsht". c'mon dat shouldn't be the way, u should play ur part, be xtra careful, dun take tings for granted & BE RESPONSIBLE!
we're the 1st ones who served the customers & dat customers will still look for us if there's sumtink wrong @ the back there!
Are we the one's to be blame, or do we deserved to be blamed?? sumtink have to be done......
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Ok ok ok..... forgive me for not blogging for quite sometime.. ppl ard kip on asking y haven u blog ha?? some even left a tag saying 'liana blog, blog, blog'.... thanks guys for reading my blog & bugged me up to kip on blogging...
Reasons For Not Blogging Since 21 Feb 2005
There's so many happenings dat i myself dun wanna remember all those unpleasant experiences by reading my own blog, u noe will somehow make me pissed off... neway glad everything is back to where its suppose to be.
Im so occupied even in the weekends, as i werk like almost 6days/week and wat do i have left for my body & mind to rest at ease -> 1 1/2 days ONLY. i keep on telling myself IM NOT ALONE... do have a few colleagues who shared the same fate like i do; dats wat we col working 'experience' & its parts & parcels of life (even if u like it or not, u gotta face it)
Office seems a bit chaotic w/ sudden changes to the new system, as well as for not having Xinyi around makes me lost! She's the one i looked for when im in need of help, capable of answering my questions logically, infact i could call her my 'walking encyclopedia' as she noes everything dat I didn't noe, in short SHE'S A GREAT HELP! (xinyi if ure reading dis, i guess ure smiling frm ear to ear) hehe... but its no joke, im being truthful here! perhaps those who noes u will be noding their heads, agreeable to wat i said. Neway, have to get use to office w/o you.. all the best to me & to u (xinyi)
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Before off to werk - Receive a col frm an anonymous!
The phone was answerd by mum & was then passed to me. It was frm the NUH, as ive submitted my resume thru the net. will be going interview nxt wed.. so u guys noe wat to do, ryt... DO WISH ME LUCK, thanks!
