Wednesday, April 27, 2005
For the past few days, its been really hot & humid whether ure in ur house or outside its just unbearably hot! Weather forecast seemed to be saying 'expect showers & thunders in the late afternoon in most areas' blah blah.. but no rain still! im really looking forward to raindrops filling up the air to soothe the humidity since the full blasted fan i turmed on came to no use..
So watsup today....??
Boarded a bus hm. since its rather a hot day, its much much more stuffy in there. listen to mp3 wen suddenly the music stopped! oh gosh no batt! Nevermind abt dat although it stopped in the midst of playing my favorite song. An apek boarded & sat beside me in Chinatown. He was wearing his 70s look shorts, & his legs were wrinkled & skinny. Since he got his seat beside me, he kept on staring @ me now & then... i started to feel real uneasy. i thot his stares gonna stop but No it didnt!wat is he up to? After dat he stamped his feet as if following a beat to a rythm... dis apek crazy or wat! stare again, look @ my frown face to where i place my bag which was my lap! i looked @ him & he turned away. feel like telling him off wat weiling used to tell me, "want to kena sepak"?? but sort of dun wanna create a scene just bcus of dis apek staring @ me, unless ... so i just ignored him & watch tv mobile, but at the corner of my eye i noe he's looking @ me again & again. i got more angry & 'hot' inside, wanted to ask him.."did i owe u sumtink"? oh ya, n he yawbed as loud as he wan to be heard! finally, at last, eventually i reached my stop, get of frm seat stare back @ him. i tink his behavior caught the attention of other passenger as wen i alight they looked @ him & showed him a 'face' & their eyes turned to me. so people! tell me do i look like an alien today dat an apek can't just stop staring???
Monday, April 18, 2005
Today is a fresh new monday... had been quite a while since my last blog. suddenly i lost interest, mood & ideas wat to write. so mite as well i leave my blog 'hanging there' for a moment while i try to search my words & 'idea bulb'! ting! it just got here & 'brightens' up my brain. ahah! ive got a replied frm dat email.... remember. full of filled words; explainations & a meaningful one, reading her email made me wanna tear; tears of happiness, satisfaction & a sigh of relief dat im not forgotten in a way, & i guess she had her own style to express & to treasure & cherish a friendship which i don't realised. After reading dat email repeatedly, i came to a point & decided to take dat as a positive 'mark' to our freindship.. had not replied her email yet, but im gonna do it soon.
My monday started off well after quite a long rest since friday... got the chance to go jb & shop for some important & yet cheap items, so fun. took a bus frm here & made a few stops in jb.
1st stop was larkin, after dat kumtar. went to City Square - had a drink & muffin @ coffee bean.. next destination was Angsana, had our dinner there @ kenny rodgers! MMmmmm, so yummy cos back in spore kenny rodgers not halal la, problem ah! after dinner, no more shopping as the nite is no longer young! grab a cab to jb chkpoint... basically our journey wasn't much of a hassle, it all went smoothly as plan. neway, while waiting for a bus @ woodlands chkpt, 3 big sized, obviously manly looking wannabe 'chicks' caught not only my attention but the others too! long haired, heavy makeup, dressed femininely w/short mini skirts,tight body hugging shirts but too bad they still looked man enaf, not good enaf to fool me. they make me wanna burst into uncontrollable laughter but manage to overcome dat by not looking @ them even more. i guess they got to make checklist 1st before going on public appearance. Extreme make over would be gooooood!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
She replied my email w/less than 50 words but still my questions were not answered; i avoid asking in regards of job cos she had made it clear dat she's sick & tired of dat question or perhaps hinting me to stop bugging w/dat question nemore.... but im not being a person who wants to get into her private lives or a kaypoh; im just being concern as a fren & would want to help her out. its not the 1st time she's treating me dis way, its been in a few occasions; my sms were not replied most of the time, i left her tags a number of time - she dun seem to be bothered, her replies would be short & simple, she's fond of replying one word per question & doesn't elaborate which made ur excitement to read her replies to zero & boredom.
Read her blog, & decide to put a comment & she reply thru my email instead. So i took dis opportunity to actually ask her a few questions which are straight forward. her reply was dat wat she wrote in her blog is wat she's facing, & she's greatful abt it! very general reply.... fyi we've not met since our ite days which was 5yrs back, is it wrong for me to ask cos there're alot things for us to catch up w/each other or perhaps she'd changed... neway...
my email to her reads.....->
ic..., thanks for relplying eventhough most of my questions are left unanswered. could be a sensitive issue to you, but i tink im fine w/dat. bcus im used to it (i guess). however, i need to noe frm u why do u seems to be secretive & wouldn't wan to share it w/me... or should i say, ignoring me? perhaps u dun realise dat, but im feeling it & why is dat so? pls tel me wat wrong have i ever done to u... or izit u find me a nuisance? my apology if my words were harsh or do hurt u, but dis time round i really need an answer.
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it mite be quite astonishing for her to read dis, but no choice... gotta let her noe & be frank as wat im feeling. im not asking too much, am I??
Monday, April 04, 2005
Kamustaka(hw r u?) everyone... hope all of u, are doing good & maboteh(fine). If u guys are wondering wat language is dat, lemme just tell u.. Its a tagalog language frm the philippines, used to learn frm my colleagues few years back, its fun & i guess im stucked w/the ascent till now wen having conversations with frens. Neway its not dat obvious la, still manage to hide it a lil but sumhow left my frens at gaze wondering wat the heck im toking(once a while)! Sigina(ok) , lets put dat aside & start off w/my 1st Mon in April....
Today's whether was sooooo damn goooood for a long SLEEP! Agree?? so cool n having big rains once in a while, but i tink it perks my day. im so hyper n hepi which me myself find it a bit weird & seraulu (crazy)! People were having their mon blues but im vice versa, no blues nuthin, Although, was asked to go 6th floor which i find it a bit dragging, i felt different today & believe it or not i 'enjoyed' the piles of work load given. Seems simple and its like knowing frm the back of my hand, (haolian right). But seriously, today im so workaholic! wat happen to me today might not be happenin tomoro, so tomoro would b another story, another attitude i guess. i just luv being ME! Yeeeehah!
