Friday, December 02, 2005
How should i put it.... hw should i face it when its actually happening right under my nose. wat do i lack of? frankly speaking i was just not given the opportunity, for goodness sake! its not i don't want to, they don't hv room or rather little damn space for me to even breathe. cut the act, u little crap! I noe when you heard the news w/my name in it, u seems to be fearful & desperate, infact ur face shows it all - those unhappiness, evasiveness, trepidation & your eccentric moves, i saw them even though u're trying hard to hide them. U rather keep it to yourself & not mention anyting abt it, but why not share your opinions w/me.... not till i bring it up &voice it out loud... why are u being so secretive. U're NOW treating me like somekind of opponent, enemy, hurdle, obstacle or wateva u wish to call me. I'm not that timid to face someone like you. Perhaps you people just want to manipulate me. but who cares, im just being me, being myself. if u don't like me, go ahead & say u hate me. u gotta the right & so do i. all this ting, i feel were just full of drama, acts w/the poor castings. i really don't enjoy being part of it, so im calling it quits! hope its a wise choice, eventhough ur decision which i see as grab 1st, later see how kind. sory to say, my trusts in you are fading abruptly. you lie frm time to time for dun noe wat reason, u can't make up your mind for even small lil things let alone BIGGer decisions... A BIg handshake congrats frm me & welcome to the real 'party'. so people, dun worry abt me alright....im just letting it outta my chest & dis is wat a blog for... if you tink im writing abt you, then i hope its a wake up call for you cos i tink you're in the dreamland... no jealousy involved cos i noe where i stand & my life still moves on & i treasured every single beat of the time past even its bad. AS im always ready!
