Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Its still not too late for a new resolution for 2006, but for me my 2005 resolution is yet to be fulfilled. Its to get a decent permanent job. Short & sweet! I need a change, man! Some changes are coming after 26 feb. Let's wait and see how things go for me. Changes can be good and bad without you realising it, the impact that actually came frm you doesn't make others feel great abt it. Change of attitude frm humble to haolian(snobbish) doesn't makes it look good either. People are talking.....we listened & try to make sense out of it but when it happened & you're the victim, u make the decision who do u wanna trust.
Some people are so proud of something that they forget their roots; where the hell they came from. They are so proud like SHIT, and could even backstabs you. Its actually happening to me, and im really disappointed. So what if some people thinks highly of you when you yourself which is just a small fry doesn't respect others who are more senior than you. Wat makes you think that you're so GREAT hah! oh ya, just because you are his favorite, ooooh dats is so amazing. u must be his spy. i need to be wary of you. but please you are no one to me, don't even try to raise your voice at me. My pay doesn't come frm you and i don't hv to take orders frm you. why can't you be yourself when he's around, trying to hide your true colors, or are you a coward or just a cunning hypocrite?! you even sneaked out quietly when he's not at your sight. hah! brilliant idea... many eyes are watching YOU!
You aren't like this before... wat makes you change so abruptly and tremendously! just because you're frm different level, you got the position, got the attention but these doesn't mean you can get back at me for nothing. Wat wrong did i ever do to you??? i dun noe wat have got into you, you're nice in frnt of me but u stabbed me hard frm the back. i tried to ignore every words abt you, i still trusted you all this while but this is wat i get in return. if im acting weird to you, i guess you gotta ask the questions yourself cos every action there's always a reaction and what goes around, comes around.... please have a thought on what ive said.
