A Soothing Message, A Calming Effect


I felt much better today, but still my heart aches when i recapped wat the specialist said yest... I went to werk as per normal and i could feel my eyes were swollen; good for me I had my glasses on to prevent frm those KPOs frm asking wat happen to my eyes. It helps & ppl didin't even notice at all.... I keep on hearing those words(doc's explaination) repeating again and again in my mind and dat hurts; really. Whenever i heard it, my tears just flows endlessly. I gotta go to the ladies & get my wet eyes dried up and be composed. For once i felt helpless.... @ 9.30am sharp i was startled by my handphone's msg tone. It caught me by surprised.... it reads :~

(Don't be saddened by ur mum's illness.

Always pray to God may her illness isn't serious

and dat she get treatment as soon as possible.

Seek frm Allah, He listens to your sorrows)

This was frm my mum in-law. I tink abah saw the difference in me when i reach hm and salam him. i just couldn't control my tears. Or perhaps my hubby had told dem abt mum's plight, & notice a change in me? I really don't noe..... Im just glad i have somebody to confide in other than my hubby. As for my hubby, thanks for being there for me without fail. Thanks to my colleagues(techs, Peisee,angelia,weiling), ex-colleagues(lisa,vki,tim) & frens like Raudha & sharifah who showed so much concern and Eileen who gave a bottle of chicken essence for mum to try, cos it helps & improves the blood circulation, Ah wong for suggesting for Mum to eat more tomatoes. I felt so great & glad to have people like you guys. Thanks gals & guys... N to our future Doc- Tim, u impressed me, do continue studying & hope u can achieve ur ambition one day :)