Tuesday, December 26, 2006
You've a place in our hearts always....
Its been already 4 yrs...waiting for you to make the BIG surprise for that little appearance. You gave us joy & happiness especially to someone that's carrying and nurturing you from inside... As you grew bigger & your kicks were harder, those moments were truly amazing..the feeling was awesome! Days after days & months passes without realising you shall see the world very soon, we are somehow prepared you for that...with just a month to go, we were already expecting you, my dear. Mummy & daddy had ur room furnished, your little clothings stacked neatly, your diapers ready, your booties & 'lil boxing gloves' to keep you warm, your stroller just awaiting for your arrival, to have you tucked comfortably inside & pushed it slowly to put you to sleep... As for me, I had surprises for you & Mummy! Your Daddy going to like it for sure..
however, things didn't go the way as planned. Things didn't go the way it was meant to be... You make your way out slightly early but you didn't make it thru... We're truly sorry, we can't even hold you now.., but we know you're definitely gone for good, making your way to heaven. Its hard for Mummy & Daddy, but rest assured my dear, they'll pull this through. I know its devastating for them and even myself find it tough to accept the fact you're leaving us behind... Its a sudden loss, we've lost someone precious, someone we're longing to see.
Rest in peace baby....
Al-fateha
I share my grieves with you, Lena & Hyrul...
My condolenses to the demise of your little one.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.
Amin ya rabbal Alamin
Little box awaits for your arrival... 
will somehow be left untouched for now..
